this blog and my own public 'outing' as a doll fetishist and wannabe is a year old now.
hits are over a quarter a million so someone is also interested in what i considered to be my own little private fetish.
ahhh... the wonders of the world wide web.
and over the last year i've been encouraged to wear latex more and more as well as heel train thanks to a very special people - Tiny Sexy Girl and Evil Dolly. i think with their help they're making me over, wether the practicalities of it all gets in the way or not. thanks too everyone else who has sent in links and filled the comments section.
second life i have admit has taken over my life in a bit of a way. well a lot of a way. i think i've even finally found a nice mistress in there as well as been successfully hypnotised twice. wether what i seek in sl is truely real and how much is helping i can't just say yet, but when your alone at least roleplay is something and better than nothing. i bet alot of people do say that. sharing what you can of yourself with kindred souls.
my wish list for latex and doll transformations is still pretty long, but i've just recieved my far east order and that gives me more 'day wear', just wish i was over this annoying bug so i could wear it.
kinda an act of celebration of making it too one year i just ordered semi transparent bed sheets, base and normal sheet. come january when i've had some christmas money come through i'll get the jacket i was after in latex of course and possibly the nightgown too. we'll see. any latex designers too sponsor me?
sometimes i wish i could just let go and be that doll for a Mistress i loved - but finding that person is hard, and i've had enough weird emails than anyone really. and whenever i go down that route in second life i do find it not working and i get derailed from my training.
i need to be doing this for myself and i can't forget that.
one day i'll make a mistress very happy as a latex doll arrives and is so committed that she can be litterly molded much much further...
anyway more images and info to post this week so please do keep coming back. contribute when you can too....