over a week in latex....

its been over a week now since i've started to wear my latex panties daily from morning too bedtime. its part of a command from a online gf, one that i'm more than happy to submit too.

i still can't sleep in them, i normally wake up about 1 or so and need to take them off to get a proper nights sleep of deep rem.

i am working towards it though, and once i can sleep in them i'll see what else i can add to my covert wardrobe of latex. so far no one has noticed the smell of the warm latex on my body.

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Permanent markings....

one of the most curious things i saw once on tv was a documentary about a tattoo parlour and there was a woman who was getting her foot tattoo'd with a series washing safety warnings as if she was a peice of clothing.

an idea has been brewing all week and today i decided to act on it, i took my large felt tip markers and drew doll joints on my ankle, knee, upper thigh, waist, wrist, elbows and shoulders.

i look down at myself and its odd, even though its just markers, and just plain markers at that i somehow feel different, as if i've crossed a line towards being a doll.

maybe permenant markers are next, or not. as long as i wear certain styles of clothes i can keep my secret hidden. i'll see if anyone notices them when i go out tonight. but i will me leaving my cards around the club....

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a time for a story....

Another Day In the Toy Pile
©2003 Kittara

I picked up one of my favorite dolls. It was wearing a frilly little pink dress with poofy sleeves and glitter all over from the waistband downward. I pulled apart the velcro holding the back of the dress together and slowly slid the dress off the small figure. Leaving the doll completely naked, I moved on to the next one in the pile.

"Hey, Kristen?" came a voice from the other room.

"Yeah?" I replied as I started to pull the dress off the second doll.

"As soon as I'm done with this homework, you wanna look through the new toy mags with me?" Keri asked as she peeked her head in through my bedroom door.

I nodded happily and then turned back to the half-naked doll in my hand.

I knew it was childish, but I really loved playing with my toys. They somehow made me feel like all my problems were a million miles away. In my little toy world, I had no worries. It didn't matter what problems I had cause the toys never cared. School, family, work... It all made no difference when I was with my toys. I knew that no matter what, I could always count on them. With their simplistic lives of providing happiness to others, I wished I could be one of them.

Keri was the only other thing I could count on. Keri had been my best friend since grade school. We did practically everything together. So when we went away to college, it only made sense that she and I should move in together.

We got ourselves a nice apartment close to the school. It was a fairly large apartment that gave us plenty of space for all the things we wanted to do. I kept my room as the virtual playground with the myriad of dolls, stuffed bears and little trinkets that I had collected over the years. My parents had never understood my obsession with all the inanimate things and I was happy when I was able to move out. I loved the toys and that was all that mattered.

Keri loved playing with the toys almost as much as I did. We had so much fun just letting the worries of the world just melt away. When she'd join me in my room, we'd spend hours just trying different things with the dolls. Eventually we got to the point where we started to experiment with the toys and ourselves. Being a lesbian never really entered my mind, but if you had been an outsider looking in, that's probably how it looked.

Keri always made play time more interesting by bringing in all sorts of different things for us to play with while we both got lost in the worlds of Barbie and Ken. She had always been a bit more adventurous and was more prone to finding new ways for use to experiment with our love of toys.

When she started to bring little sex toys into the mix, things became more and more interesting. Eventually we would pretend that we were different kinds of toys and spend hours playing with each other. The dolls and things would always find their way into the fun though. One time I had been all giggly as I used one of the Barbie dolls as a dildo and began to push it in and out of Keri's wet pussy. She responded by grabbing some kind of vibrator and I'd play like I was some kind of love doll. We'd wear each other out by making us cum over and over. Eventually we'd be so tired that we'd fall asleep intertwined in the big white sheets of my queen sized bed.

It was all in the name of good, harmless fun.

This weekend was going to be special though. It was my birthday on Saturday and I knew that Keri had to have something planned. She always did. There would also be some spectacular addition to my already tremendous toy collection. I spent the entire morning thinking about what kind of doll it would be.

That afternoon, we had been looking through some of our toy collecting magazines, searching for new items to acquire. I also knew that with my birthday coming up, Keri would be looking for a present. We had looked through the entire magazine when we came upon a strange little advertisement in the back for a roleplay wind-up doll key.

"Wind-up doll key? That sounds sooo cool!" I exclaimed.

Keri nodded. "Yep! That's something that we'll have to buy," she noted as she grabbed a post-in note and marked the page for later reference.

We both studied the ad and both of us were fascinated by the item. I placed it on my mental list of things to buy. I'd love being able to play like I was a wind-up doll. Not that pretending I was a Barbie or some kind of latex doll wasn't cool, but this would be something that we hadn't tried before.

The days went by and when Friday rolled around, we made preparations for our two-person party. Keri spent the week getting her school work done early so we'd have the entire weekend to ourselves. My classes were really easy this semester, so I had much less school work to do at home. Keri asked me to make some dinner arrangements so I called one of our favorite Italian restaurants and made reservations for Saturday night. I wanted to make sure that we'd have plenty of time alone before we went out. I wanted to play around with whatever the new birthday toy was before dinner. I figured if we started our pre-party party in the afternoon, we'd have more than enough time to play before we'd have to get dressed for dinner.

I clapped my hands and smiled. It would be the perfect day with our own style of celebration. I couldn't wait for tomorrow.

Saturday morning I woke up ready for a spectacular day. I got out of bed and could hear that Keri was already up, doing something in the kitchen. I stretched and headed to the bathroom to take a shower.

I stripped out of my night shirt and pulled my panties down off my hips, tossing them on the floor next to the door. I rubbed my pussy as I stepped into the shower and turned on the faucet. I stood for a while under the rush of the warm water that flowed over my body. I then grabbed the soap and lathered up my hands. I ran my soapy hands over my B-cup breasts and down my stomach then around to my firm little ass. The shower felt so good that I almost wanted to stay in there longer, but I had a great day ahead of me.

I finished my shower and dried myself off with a big pink towel before wrapping the towel around my chest, tucking the end in the middle of my small cleavage. I grabbed another towel and began to dry my hair before plugging in the blow drier.

After drying and styling my hair, I came back out into the bedroom. I removed the towel and tossed it onto the bed. Heading to the closet, I pulled out my matching pink checker panties and bra, a white t-shirt and a pair of short pink shorts. I began to put my bra and panties on when Keri burst in through the bedroom door completely naked.

"It came!" she exclaimed as I noticed the long, thin box she held in her right hand. Her breasts bounced and jiggled as she ran over to my bed.

I sat down next to the bed and looked at her in surprise. "What came? What is it?" I asked.

She grinned and nudged me in the side. "Your present, you silly! Here, open it."

"I thought we were going to wait until this afternoon?" I said, but was curious to see what it was.

"No, I want to see how you like it," Keri said handing me the box.

Not one to argue with starting our fun early, I took the box. I wondered just what doll it would be as I ripped open the box top and pulled out the item.

It was a long key with a moon-shaped top and a matching self-adhesive keyhole.

I squealed with delight. "Oh Keri! You got the wind-up key!" I was practically bouncing off the walls. I hopped up and down on my heels anxious to try the key out. "Should we try it right now?" I asked with anticipation.

Keri smiled and nodded. "Yeah, but first, here, get yourself into the mood with this," she said as she handed me a long silver dildo.

"Ooohhh, this is going to be fun!" I exclaimed as I pulled my panties aside and placed the dildo into my waiting pussy. I pressed the button on the end and the vibration began to course through me.

"Lets see how this works," Keri said as she pulled out the information on the toy. It was fairly self-explanatory. Place the keyhole anywhere on the potential wind-up doll's body, insert the key and then turn it until the lights on the key began to glow. That was simple enough.

Keri picked up the keyhole and looked at me curiously. "Hmmmm... Where should we put the keyhole?" she wondered.

I sat pondering the possibilities. My belly button? No, that would be awkward. Not my chest either. My pussy? That would be really strange and possibly fun, but I decided against that.

"Let's just be traditional and put it on my back," I said as I unhooked my bra and pulled the straps down off my shoulders. I held my bra against my chest in my hands as Keri picked up the keyhole. She positioned herself behind me and then pressed the keyhole onto my back. It felt strange as she attached it onto my skin. It felt like it had actually been pushed into my back, embedding itself into my spine. It seemed strange but I threw the thought out of my mind.

"Are you ready for the key?" Keri asked with glee.

I nodded in agreement as Keri pulled the key out of the box and placed it into the keyhole on my back. Keri marveled at the fact that it somehow was able to actually go into the keyhole. She then began to turn the key until it locked into place and the lights began to glow.

"Wow!" Keri said as the key began to turn. That's when I shuddered. Something was definitely wrong as my body was starting to feel stiff. I turned my head to say something to Keri, but my voice was gone.

I began to panic as I felt a sucking sensation growing inside me. My eyes went wide as I felt the vibrating dildo was being pulled further into my pussy. I moaned as the vibration got more intense as it moved further up into my vagina.

I looked down and tried to reach for the dildo before it was sucked all the way in, but my arms wouldn't move. They were frozen in front of me, holding my bra in front of my stiffening breasts.

I could feel something strange happening inside me, as if my insides had melted away and then started to rearrange themselves. I could feel things forming in the emptiness of my chest, arms and legs.

My attention was brought back to my crotch as I could feel my pussy lips stretching and then fusing together. My pussy continued to change until both sides had completely merged together, leaving a smooth sexless mound between my legs. The change moved back toward my anus as it quickly smoothed over and sealed itself, just like my pussy had. With my pussy now gone, I had no hope of getting the dildo out as it was trapped inside me. Not that I was really complaining. The muscles in my vagina clamped down on it as they hardened, causing me to orgasm.

The outward changes swept over me quickly. I could feel the skin all over my body getting harder by the second. My body froze completely as my skin began to change color. It dulled to an artificial looking skin tone that took on a slight shine.

I started to feel like parts of my body had been disconnected from my torso. Lines began to form all over my body as I finally realized what was happening. It wasn't a roleplaying key...

"I'm being turned into a real wind-up doll! The key is transforming me!" I thought to myself. I was in heaven as my wish was actually coming true. I didn't know how it was possible, but it was amazing. I was going to be a real live toy!

I couldn't tell what Keri's reaction was as I was still feeling the changes to my body. The joints had finished forming and now my body was moving again. I moved slowly and mechanically where my new joints had formed. I could feel the pins and mechanical rods running through my shoulders and hips as my body moved.

I moaned in pleasure as I could now speak again. "Oooohhhh, a-ma-zing," I said in a slow, mechanical tone.

I leaned over as the final changes worked their way though me. The hardening feeling moved up to my head as my face froze in a sexy, pouty look. My mouth was left slightly open and I felt my eyes change into painted glass as the transformation finished it's work.

I was slowing down now as the key was close to stopping. It turned slowly until the lights dimmed and the key came to a stop. As the lights on the key went out, my body froze in position.

It was done! I could see my reflection in the mirror on the far side of the room and it was spectacular! I had really be changed into a wind-up doll. I could see the lines from my new joints on my arms, legs and around my waist. My skin had taken on an artificial shine and the ultimate sign of my new life, the moon-shaped wind-up key, was sticking out of my back.

Surprised at what happened, Keri slowly reached a hand up to my back. "Wow! It.. it turned you into a wind-up doll!" she exclaimed. She waited for me to reply until she realized that my key had stopped rotating.

"Oh, here..." She grabbed the key and turned it. I shuddered again as my body regained its ability to move.

"That was great!" I replied with my new monotone, mechanical voice. "My wish came true, Keri."

Keri helped me up off the floor as she turned the key a few more times. I moved slowly over to the bed and sat down.

"Please, I need you to play with me," I pleaded to Keri as she came over and sat next to me. She reached behind me and pulled the key out of my back and placed it on the night stand next to the bed. She pushed me back onto the bed and climbed on top of me so my mouth was directly under her pussy.

"Oh, it'll be so great having a real live toy to play with Kristen! I'm going to take such good care of you!" Keri said as she lowered her pussy down to my mouth. My mechanical mind took over as my mouth opened and I started to lick and tease Keri's clit. She moaned as my doll tongue vibrated around her pussy. It was the best feeling ever. For me and for her.

My ultimate dream had come true. I was a toy. I had no worries. No problems. All I had to do was make Keri happy.

It was going to be a fun birthday.

Kittara

Anime dolls...

another image that was emailed in. is it part of a series or a one off? looks very nice and is the frount page to this yahoo group which i had totally missed;

groups.yahoo.com/group/dollfiction/

seems that japan is the place to be if your into any of this stuff or a least they're very open about it compared to here in the usa.

any anime experts know of any doll related series or OVA's? please send any links and info in.

xxx

Clear latex doll hood and suit

thank for sending this in.

anyone help by reply or email to where this is from and who makes it?

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EGL comes to France?

while checking the other doll link i found another french site that had a different ones, but what i found more interesting was the rated sales of various categories of toys and costumes.

the one that came top when i looked yesterday was the 'Dorothy Outfit' - almost a EGL but pitty about the nylon content.

www.sexy-center.com
Dorothy outfit
Quality : Brand/Editor : Leg Avenue
Price : 64,90 €

A sexy outfit for playing at Dorothy and the Wizard of Oz!
This outfit includes: a small blue flared dress, over a pretty lace petticoat and white stockings, decorated with blue bows in the same fabric as the dress. The dress is pulled in around the waist, and sown to a white top with short puff-sleeves. Irresistibly naughty attire!
100% Nylon

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still its a start and she is pretty cute in it.

xxx

more high heels all the time

i have a couple of online friends that love high heels to the point where they wear them all the time. if you do this and not wear any lower ones then your tendons actually shrink to the point that you can _never_ wear flats again.

they've done this and have gone past the point of no return and are stuck in a minimum of 4 inch heels wether they are sandles, wedges or boots.

i hear it can take 4 - 8 months of constant wearing and at some point in that period your body changes and you are trapped in high heels. sounds like a plot of a fetish story but its true.

for some reason i find this very arousing, kinda like a trap you wish to never escape from. a constant physical reminder of being changed....

i think if i started down this route it develop into an all encompasing obession which would result in higher and higher heels, corsetting down to wasp waist and who knows what else. maybe tattoo'd permenant makeup or shaving my head so i would have to wear wigs. i'd better for now keep to my doll and latex fantasies...

and if your looking to stay in your heals then check out this story about special exercise courses in NYC.

http://msnbc.msn.com/id/10911287/

xxx

to be a french doll...

i was reading something somewhere and came across a direct link to a french online shop that sells sex dolls. the ones made in the US have big watermelon type boobs, blonde and almost neon makeup, while the original french one is much cuter and way less crude.

that just says something doesn't it.

http://www.concorde.fr/boutique/fiche.asp?cle=549&rubrique=GADGETS&page=2

some stories out there have been based on the idea of wearing a latex doll, but so far the results i've seen on sites are just so tacky.

her however, I can imagine being...

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Models as Dolls, Photographers as Doll Makers

its just an idea that was mentioned to me in email recently, but i've been thinking about it, rolling it over in my mind and such and it's basically that models are treated in the same way as dolls and in some respects the photographers are the ones who get to play with them.

there's probably various shades of this from strictly professional photographer model relation to those who have their own personal muse who they cohabit with. bet there's lots of those espcially in the fetish scene. i'd imagine that some photo sessions could be very much if not exactly like playing with your own doll.

watch Fashion Television or any of those model competition shows with Tara Banks and see if you agree.

as a vague offering of evidence check out the work of Helmet Newton, who shot for Vogue and a range of top fashion magazines for litterly decades. one of my favourite shots of his is use on the above book.

so whose kinky now?

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So I'm not talking to myself.....

the counter has paid off, i'm now postively 100% sure that i'm not talking to myself!!! so I'm not sad, mad or some other label besides the obvious ones I agree with like kinky....

as of posting about 500 hits have been made to this blog in just over 24hrs!!!!

this gives me some encouragement to keep on going... so i will :-)

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Finding good source for inspiration....

so if your in north america like most of us, where do you get all the cool EGL stuff from japan? one place i've ordered from in the past is Jlist. they have fast and friendly staff on email and options for slow or fast post which does make a difference considering the japanese magazines makes our books look bad. that and they're heavy too.

here's some of the current titles I just found with images from the jlist site above. note the titles chane so the one I have a couple of issues of I can't seem to find any more. subscriptions are also possible.

SS049   Gothic Lolita Bible vol. 19
PB883   Gothic Lolita Bible vol. 18
PB661   Gothic & Lolita Hair Make Bible
PB958   Kera Maniax vol. 5
PB663   Kera Maniax vol. 2
PB404   Gothic Lolita Fashion Maniac ~ Lolita Isho Doraku
PB935   Gothic Lolita & Punk Brand Book F&W 2005

url is of course www.jlist.com

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China White

a couple of scans from an EGL magazine of perfectly made up dollies. looks like thats where the idea of the white makeup came from? are the makeup companies pushing a doll agenda...?

i really hope so.....

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Missing..... presumed crashed?

popular zentai site with an active posting community www.suya-zentai.com has died, crashed or something bad computer-ish related which essentially means people can't use it anymore.

its a pitty as it had a good selection of webfind photo's, user photo's and also an excellent place to go to find out more about coating yourself in fabric. its one place I visited and read alot on the subject before I ordered mine off ebay.

the site was also noted for its mix of straigh males and females as well as gay men without any judging - if only the world was so open minded.

if anyone knows what happened or is happening with the site please post or email me.

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one and a two.... and counting

as you all know I'm new to this entire blogging thing but I think its going well and I'll keep at it with regular updates.

please don't be shy and email me asudemlatex@yahoo.com any thoughts, scans, links or whatever. or if your registered you can simply post comments on the end of the entry you like.

one thing I've been wondering is - am I talking to myself? so i finally sussed out how to add a basic counter.

so its a counting as of now.

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Dolls in Japan - EGLs

just typical...

its always Japan at the leading edge of stuff, now it seems its the place to be if your keen on being a living doll with EGL aka Elegant Goth Lolita becoming an established subculture with magazines and clubs not to mention the relentless posing and parading around.

here's some shots forwarded to me and I'll post some more links to articles on EGL. in the meantime if you want to know more then just put Elegant Goth Lolita into google and start browsing.

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Illustrated transformations

another illustrator that does interesting work is Sue Chan. with a hand drawn anime style edge she covers a range of fan subjects but main ones of my interest are about mind control of one sort or another. the quote she has on her homepage illustrates;

"Drugs are for Losers...
...and Hypnosis is for losers with big weird eyebrows!"

i still really think there's something to hypnosis and there's some amazing possibilities if works. anyone have it working please post please.

back to Sue Chan's artwork check out these two transformation sequences;

http://www.sue-chan.com/hypno2/doll.html
http://www.sue-chan.com/hypno2/rm.html

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White makeup - doll makeup?

yet more cosmetic fashions in the style media. the article that went with the image above pushes the idea of using white makeup along with the staples. the more overt doll like color scheme that was being pushed on the runway really didn't take hold but the elements of the overall look seem to be coming out now bit by bit.

maybe once every one gets used to the elements - neon plastic pink, massive eyelashes, rosey cheeks and white makeup then people will start combining them together naturaly....

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My first coating of lycra - OMG, OMG and....

OMG!!!

My zentai suit (light pink) finally arrived from the far east. I should of paid airmail (most of the sellers from their charge alot for postage) if I had known just how good it was going to be rather than wait as long as I did for surface.

Not just wearing it and feeling oneself totally coated head to toe in silky smooth fabric but also the look in the mirror and see yourself transformed so utterly.

All of a sudden you are no longer you - just a pink smooth fabric doll...

If you have _any_ inclinations this way at all and are just not reading this blog for the pretty pictures I recommend you get onto ebay and get something similiar ASAP.

You won't regret it. :-)

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a plot line for doll transformation stories

is the evil beauty and make over parlour. but looking at all the weird and goo based proceedures available - creams, lotions and bizarre concotions - no wonder that idea has resonance. After all you go in looking plain and tired and come out refreshed, sexy and shiny... and maybe just a _bit_ too shiny....

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a deep plastification process

no not really, but its a cool couple of images of some sort of weird bubble thing being used on a lovely naked body.

just imagine her coming out as a dolly.

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