a book for dolls-to-be in japanese or.....?

i found this on another blog which i then tracked to a tiawanese blogger. i sent him an email after snatching these images fo the book called 'Under the Skin of Feminine'.

another link to information is here

does anyone know more? or can read the text and post a translation please?

xx

best way to contact me....

is still my email address. i do check my im but really pretty rarely and i don't have the time to chat for hours if you happen to catch me online.

of course you can post comment here and i'm as likely to answer them as any emails.

really i'd rather put more time and work into researching info and posting blog entries than anything. i do have a life too you know :P

... saying that, emails i can usually get to during the day and they provide a welcome distraction from work - assuming i'm not in meetings or on site etc.

so write, comment, send links and photo's etc ;-)

xx

heel training continues further along...

its been several months now since i've pretty well started to ignore all my cute flats and low heeled shoes in favour for my 4" heeled black boots. i do love the way they're tight on may ankles and embrace my calfs so smoothly and tightly but i'm starting to feel the muscle aches in the back of my legs more and more now.

it seems to be mainly concentrated on the upper back part of my thights and only sometimes on my clalfs. i was told this is a major sign that that the peid au chat is coming along....

i went a bit overboard last month with my purchase of the 5"s, the 5 1/2" oxfords and thigh boots. i'm mainly wearing the basic pair now and then and occasionaly the oxfords. the boots i've really only tried on. i must stop with the impulse buying!!

i'm also pretty sure that i'm sleeping with my toes pointed down like a ballet stance but i can't tell when i'm asleep.

still slower seems to better for me although my imagination races with the idea of being zapped, cursed or whateve other magik so i can adapt perfectly and be stuck in 5" heels or higher. i'll hold off on any new shoes and boots for awhile now and concentrate on training in them and buying more latex.

a tan light pink body suit i can wear under my work clothes is next on the list...

xx

my favourite mc writer...

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shopping early for halloween....

i know its many months away now, but its never to early to shop for halloween costumes or even making one - maybe in latex!!

i remember seeing the space girl one in a shop down on broadway but stupidly failed to buy it. i like how the skirt sticks out on its own like the retro 50's styled it is. would look great with my new 5" heeled pvc boots and mayb a few strips of silver chrome tape.

when i did a net search i also found a jane jetsons styled one with a lovely wig to go with it.

lastly this came up in an email due to my namesake. jeannie from i dream of jeannie. wonder how hard it would be to make one in latex? the hotpants and bra can be normal weight but the legs and rest the very light weight clear latex i've seen around.

so what are you wearing this halloween? and what costumes do you think are sexy from online shops?

xx

email problems....

...it doesn't effect me but other people are having problems with emails using yahoo going totally missing. i've had two comments already about it and there might be more.

email is still the best, but you can also leave msgs in yim asudemlatex, but i'm only on and off quick during work.

if your looking for other free email accounts then try gmail and also operamail.com

xx

fetish repackaged as 'art'....?

no surprise really, but a japanese artists has taken a recent latex fetish object - the vacume bed, and added some more sides too it and now its interactive art.

he's done a simple upright retangular vertical one here with frame grabs here and the newer spherical one here.

has anyone tried a vac bed? its on my list, maybe a 3d one covering my dolly box..... i may never want out though...

xx

new pink latex panties just for me!!!

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how many fetish models have done the doll thing?

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japanese robots on you tube..

two japanese music videos for female singers. one has a very scarey and totally unsexy clown in it and the other is just very cute don't you think?

please please post any similiar finds in comments. these i've just spotted on other msg boards but it would be helpfull if other people can keep an eye out.

is it possible to save them at all?

enjoy them....

xxx

results of the last survey

i don't think i asked all the questions with enough variations but the results are interesting none the less (actually i clicked on all of the :-) )

most people wanted the act of transformation and changing their skin. so the act and the fetish material is top of the list.

next came changing body shape followed by loosing identity too the doll, being controlled and being played with.

lowest was having a happy mind and lastly connecting with barbie in her world. well i guess there are only a few of us devoted initiates... ;-)

xx

so why do you think i'm doing this.....?

please have a think and post your comments.

the entire collar thing is building and building to a point where i want to seal it on with wax. am i doing it for me or for someone else? is it part of me or a sign of something else? does it have _anything_ to do with my need to be a doll?

something happened today which pushed me into the light to ask the questions more seriously.

so why do you think i'm doing this?

xx

kumi monster transformed into a doll...

on the preview packed fetish live website. images of all the new updates are here

a collar makes me feel so...

my eternity collar arrived on friday last week. i wore it for most of the weekend and only reluctantly took it off to go to work this morning. feel different without it. that also explains why i didn't scan it too..

one thing you can't tell from the photo's is its thicker than i thought and way heavier than any necklace you've worn. you can really feel it on your neck. it also gets warm as it absorbs body heat.

its an odd sensation having something so solid, so metal there. knowing it could be on you permenantly if you wanted too. it closed with a little 'L' wrench screw which is hollow. it screws down flush to the surface and will screw right the way through the collar if you go too far. a dab or two of superglue and....

i'm thinking of wearing it into work with a suitable blouse and considering some sort of lock for it and mailing it to a friend in a far off land and i'll need to wait for her return to get out of it - assuming she doesn't throw it into the river.

but thats all part of it isn't it. the act of being collared and letting yourself be controlled by someone else?

xx


ps; no surprise that wikipedia has an entry here

a mannequin for me and me a mannequin

i have this sort of wish list, well it could be a to-do list too, but really a shopping list, but it contains things i want to buy now and later. one thing thats been haunting me of late is to get my own mannequin i can pose in my bedroom and put my clothes on. maybe paint her to be the same colour as my latex tights or my barbie. something like that - i'm not too sure of the detials of yet.

i think mannequins are one of my earliest doll fetish yearnings. but not just by themselves they also need to be trapped behind clean glass in window displays or even in more confined tubes or display cases. frozen there, timeless, still, beautiful, women transformed and changed into plastic.

i wish i could join them...

xx

is it the t-shirt or the latex???

more fashion designers dabbling with latex wears for shock and awe for the vogue-ites. GORI DE PALMA, autumn-winter 2006/07

question is - is he selling the lovely suit used as a base (imagine it in tan pink-yummy) or just the gothic wannabe t-shirt?

just go to libidex for the catsuit i say ;-)

but if you want the label then you'll need to wait till his homepage is done: www.goridepalma.com

xx

a much simpler spell...

...to help me achieve my goal.

everyone can help with simply by reading it and thinking about me.

"one you can simply post and ask people to read it off your site" said the adept who has embraced and been transformed by the doll herself...

i have cut three strips of deep green ribbon cord and will do the following today (scanned in above), another in a week once people have looked and read it, and last one for a month from now or on a full moon.

"The following is said while making nine knots in green, 13-inch silk cord or ribbon:

By knot of one, my spell's begun
By knot of two, plenty fruitful work to do
By knot of three, latex shall bond with me
By knot of four, a latex doll i become more and more
By knot of five, this latex doll is alive
By knot of six, this spell is fixed
By knot of seven, success is given
By knot of eight, increase is great
By knot of nine, these things are mine"

for more on knot magic have a read here

xx

living mannequins on you tube..

just a couple of quick finds - but there seems to be many more. feel free to post any in the comments

silly retro advert for scooter lovers

next on my shopping list...

ok, i'll admit it, i've been spending too much money on my fetish.... especially with the two pairs of heels, the boots and the eternity collar just recently.

now i can't really wear the 5"s thigh pvc boots to work, but i have spotted a pair of rubber knee high ones here. i'll start saving my money and hope to get them in a couple of months, afterall the rent and bills come first...

besides the delay in buying them :-( they also appear to be made by 'pleaser' - does that company have the corner on all kinky boots now or what? they take along time to break in.... and shouldn't they have polished them befor they took the time to take photo's of them? but it also means i can wear them unpolished and they'd pass for a synthetic material like pvc...

xx