i'm still pretty bummed at myself for screwing up fri-sat plans and spell work. i need to take up yoga or something. which i guess wouldn't be too bad as i can wear lycra much more publicly ;-)
this morning i had a semi awake feelings and a dream of significance. when i work to pee i checked my torrenting and saw i had just missed someone with a short spell she'd left me. i now think both were about the same time. i'm to do it and i think also post it publically, but i want to check the detials first. maybe you all just have to read it and think of me but i'd rather check first and she's never online.
at least its simple, clean and doesn't require me to sit 1/2 naked in a circle of smelly candles.
then just a few hrs ago when i was out i found quite by accident the green material i needed and also a very similiar upper arm bracelet like the one on the goddess i created.
i'm just letting myself go to it all and letting it happen. i think i'm on the path now.....