Sunday, May 28, 2006

dreams, a spell and syncronicities...

i'm still pretty bummed at myself for screwing up fri-sat plans and spell work. i need to take up yoga or something. which i guess wouldn't be too bad as i can wear lycra much more publicly ;-)

this morning i had a semi awake feelings and a dream of significance. when i work to pee i checked my torrenting and saw i had just missed someone with a short spell she'd left me. i now think both were about the same time. i'm to do it and i think also post it publically, but i want to check the detials first. maybe you all just have to read it and think of me but i'd rather check first and she's never online.

at least its simple, clean and doesn't require me to sit 1/2 naked in a circle of smelly candles.

then just a few hrs ago when i was out i found quite by accident the green material i needed and also a very similiar upper arm bracelet like the one on the goddess i created.

i'm just letting myself go to it all and letting it happen. i think i'm on the path now.....

xx

5 comments:

Bradley said...

Asudem, was that our mutual friend we *both* haven't heard from in some time? ;) It sure sounds like our friend Tabitha...she's had a habit of pinging me in dreams and waking me up *just to* get me online at the right time. :) Just my experience, you don't have to take it with more than a grain of salt.

I am sorry she took so long to get back to you, but maybe this is good timing after all. Maybe now you'll give the simpler stuff a go (IMHO it does work).

I hope this works out for you however you choose to do it, whichever makes you more comfortable and confident. :)

Manne said...

That's right Asudem, "just let it happen". Congrats on getting your new latex tights(and the bonus latex mittens). They will certainly help in your transformation. Love that shiny and stiff look. They truly give your bottom half a good mannequinization. Not to mention your hands. Too intense the first time you put them on, eh? Seems you were a little tense. Maybe you should lay down in them when you are ready for the change(keep your legs stiff). Or if you prefer to stand take some deep breaths and stay loose(until you feel the change beginning). Then choose a straight legged pose. Just relax into it Asudem. Don't fight it. It won't hurt. On the contrary, it will feel wonderful. I bet you can already start to feel a change happening even before it happens. Just think you will be a wonderful mannequin/doll from your waist down. Now won't that feel fantastic Asudem? Gradually the change will progress to the upper half of your body(with more latex).Remember, you make this happen Asudem. This is after all this is a beautiful dream. So, thats right just relax into it and let the changes progress naturally as they have and always will.

Yours always, MANNE

Asudem Latex said...

yes it was tabitha, although i've still not been able to chat in realtime too her. :-(

i'll make an entry on it later this morning....

xx

Asudem Latex said...

i did catch her, alot of luck too. she explained my dreams which i won't go into here but they were connected to what she's experiencing in dreamspace....

and the syncronicities that morning - the green ribbon and arm bracelet are just re-affirming it all to me.

and its all wonderfull!!!!

xx

Anonymous said...

Very pretty design! Keep up the good work. Thanks.
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