Sunday, May 07, 2006
last night i managed to sleep the entire night in my 5"s. it was a bit of a breakthrough even though i would rate it a 6/10 on the good sleep scale. lots of semi awakeness and dreams. glad i had an espresso first thing or i'd not really be functional today.
one odd dream i had, i think or something was having both a life sized traditional barbie and my scene nolee come up to me and do something and i ended up sort of a combo of the two? a bit of both physically but with wavey long honey coloured hair. was all visual and didn't feel anything.
unlike the dream i had a couple of weeks back where i was sitting on a very amazonian sized tranditional barbie. she was alive but plastic, she held my naked body close and i could feel her warm plastic skin that was alive but artificial. she kissed me on the lips and then started to deeply french kiss me, then oh so expertly finger me. i was melting there in her grip on her lap. it was sooo good i still think back too it.
so just looking through my hd again i found a couple more images that sort of deal with processes, entrapment and transformation. the b/w is from the old demask catalog and the other - well who knows.