Sunday, June 11, 2006

full moon magic...

another month and another full moon. i've been doing the knot rituals / spells now for over a week. the pile of completed knots are at my nolee's feet surrounded by the silver armband that is a close match to my assembled goddess... in her right had is a loose length of green ribbon cut to the same length as is needed for the spell and her left a silver loop which i'd say connects her to the eternity collar. she's draped elegantly in spare sample peices of latex i had

seems its turning into a little alter ... or so i've been told by someone who knows.

i'm not sure yet if anything i'm doing is working. i'm sort of more convinced about hypnosis than magic. maybe magic is just hypnosis or nlp under a different name.

anyway - its a full moon tonight so you all think of me becoming one with latex.... a latex doll for all too see..

dolly dreams

xx

4 comments:

Bradley said...

Asudem...I'm just curious. :) You need not answer if you don't wish to, and heaven knows you do enough with this blog as it is...

But have you ever considered journaling, in a written-in-the-real-on-paper way, any and all doll-like changes you go through?

I am asking because, high-heeled feet aside, it does on occasion seem like maybe you *could* miss a detail or two, small stuff, that might reinforce your becoming the doll if only you took the time to notice them:

--changes in voice or snytax when you speak (anything from speaking in a softer, higher pitch, to speaking with more precision, to using different word choices),
--changes in movement or posture above and beyond any caused by the heels (for example, do your hands move or feel differently lately? How about your face?)
--brief, hard-to-explain changes in the shape of bodily parts (does your face feel like it is in a different shape on occasion? how about your hands, or waist),
--changes in color or texture of skin, hair, nails, that can't be totally covered by diet and hygiene (have you found your skin becoming so smooth that soap doesn't lather as well as it used to? does your hair seem a bit too shiny, almost fake? are your eyes a bit too bright in color lately?),

you know, little details that might not amount to much, and might not make it to the blog, but are important if you are looking for changes to reinforce your oncoming dollhood...

Asudem Latex said...

there are some other things like that i've noticed and not shared. and a few dreams i've had that been pretty intense but private and best described as an 'initiaton' which i've only shared with tabitha who can relate to the experiences

but its a good idea and i should start it....

xx

Manne said...

Please share a little of your experiences with us Asudem. I for one would love to hear how you are experiencing some of the changes with your dollification/mannequinization. And those dreams. What new and exciting worlds have you found yourself in when you sleep. Perhaps sharing a little of these will help with your ultimate dolly transformation. Maybe you are supposed to share to make the magic happen to you.... much love..MANNE

Asudem Latex said...

its the sumer solstice soon. i wonder if is should be doing something special for it?

as for the dreams, they are private and would only be understood by tabitha or someone of a magical disposition. if you read my earlier entry and look it up you can figure out what happened.

all i can say is its bringing me deeper into..... well something.....

xx