Friday, April 06, 2012

what came first?

seems its a video too!

as found on Fetlife and a thanks to Boogle for the find (or a post)


Wednesday, April 04, 2012

i still can't get the

hi-res version of the Interview commercial to work downloading.

any geeks out there able to do it and put it on a share site were we can all download it?


she almost has my lips

Circus Fest 2012 in where? London of course. same venue as The Dresden Dolls did three days of shows there that resulted in a DVD (which I have btw) and one of the contributors was there and even has a credit in it!

i do know some talent people. ;-)


my mind spins out of control - i see this image

where is it from? i must have the video/dvd mp4 etc.

please feel free to post captions in comments. i'll add some later after a good nights sleep.


dolls in Vogue Italia

and really not just one but a massive complex spread as well. wasn't Skin Two Magazine supposed to do a doll feature? i guess the fetish has gone mainstream and they never noticed.



Friday, March 23, 2012

slight remixed by me

ok, this isn't there yet but i've been so lax in posting and i know i'm not going to have time to work on it so here it is.

its from Andy Latex's Blog and its a tweaking of her Exotic Things short story.

Exotic things

At her request, you had been serving the countess in the hotel for about a week . She was a stunningly beautiful lady, probably in her early fifties, immaculately dressed and made up, with a tall slim body, bathed in expensive perfume and, much to your secret appreciation, blessed with stunningly enstyled silver hair. She always was clad in such stunning black patent high heeled boots that echo'd hypnotically as she strode through the hotels marbled foyer.

You would admit she was , with her friendly tone and kind nature, the sort of older lady any shy 17 year old would love to be seduced by. So imagine your surprise when your employer tells you, you have been invited to dine with her in her suite that evening. Well at first you are a little shy and reluctant, but when she tells you it is very important to the hotel to keep such clients happy, you except.. There was only one problem. If you were to dine in their suite, you would require a far more formal outfit

“Do not worry about such details”, was your employers answer a strange smile curling her lip, “apparently she has something special she would like to see you in”.

Sweating and trembling, with both nerve and excitement you knock at the penthouse door. An eternity seems to pass before it is opened. And then you are face to face with a vision of beauty the like of which you had never seen before, dressed in a slinky gown of shimmering gold silk. You are lost for words.
“Good evening young man it is so very nice to see you, do come in. My name is Katherine, Countess Von Tessas personal assistant”. Her voice was low and warm.
“Go…good evening…Andrew…..sorry my name is Andrew”, you stammered feeling a fool.
“Hello Andrew, please come”. To you surprise and absolute joy she placed her lips to your cheek, then took your hand and led you through into the large, where 3 other ladies awaited. “Andrew this is, Vanessa, Selina and Fiona . Ladies this is Andrew”.
The 3 ladies, all dressed in similar gowns , came over and greeted you with a warm hellos and light kisses, “Thank you for inviting me,” you say, “Is the countess not here?”
“She will be joining you shortly, but first, if you will please accompany us, the countess has instructed us to help you dress for dinner”. You follow them through the lounge and into a warmly lit dressing room, the scent of perfume filling the air.
“Thank you, it is very kind of the countess”. You say , your heart pounding nervously.
“Not at all, We have 1 and ½ hours until dinner. So Katherine and Selina will have plenty of time to apply you make up whilst Vanessa will help you with your hair”.
At first the words did not register but when they did you nearly fainted, “I’m sorry”, you say, “M..make up? hair I’m sorry I don’t understand”.
“Did your employer not inform you?. It is quite simple, the countess demands that you join her tonight in a fully feminised fashion”, and with that ,as if to hammer the point home, Fiona turned from the mirrored wardrobe, cradling a ,long glossy red dress! .

"First, lets get you out of those clothes. A scented bubble bath is prepared and waiting. Please indulge your senses with the complentary lotions, soaps and hair wash. We prefer the Countesses brand over the paltry offering of the hotel with a smirk" she stated as she revealed the bathroom to be lit by dozens of candles. The room glowed.. "take your time, truely relax and soak away all your tensions... we'll knock when we're ready for you."

Everything then seemed to go into slow motion as he bathed in this sureal place, you did not know which way to turn, there was no way you wanted to be dressed as a girl, but then you knew there was no way out without upsetting the hotels major guest and if she were upset, the consequences would be huge. Not least for you and your much needed job. No you could not resist and so trembling with embarrassment, you surrendered yourself to the froth.

She was right, he was way tense. Eyes closed he drifted in the mountain of bubblebath foam. Golden candle light flickered as time stood still. The scened bath oils relaxing him far more than he could ever imagine.

A gettle bell sounded followed by a voice "we're ready - your gown is on the door, please lightly dry and come to us now". Shaking himself out of the dream state he duely complied wondering "is this how the super rich live? We're a 5 star hotel and the needed to bring everything themselves...?" He presented himself after a light towelling; put on a silver silk bathrob that mirrored Countesses assistant's in all bar colour.

First smoothing a moist cream over your entire, freshly bathed body, the ladies moved with speed and ease to leave your skin smooth and shimmering with a satin sheen. But once seated before the wide mirror and they began your make up, this reassuring speed slowed. Each colour was painstakingly selected from a huge pallet, some were applied but then removed , replaced by a slightly lighter and darker shade.. First they reshaped your brows into perfect arches, before highlighting your eyes blueness, behind a curtain of long jet lashes and a masterpiece of blended smoky shadows, which left them with an sensual lush oriental look. Then they moved onto your lips, the very idea of ever wearing shiny lipgloss had never ever entered your head before that day, but there, as you watched with embarrassment and shame, , the lip brush, rich and moist, slowly and smoothly coated your lips in a film of bright red gloss, leaving them full , pouting and very feminine.

Then with Katherine completing the details, Selina turned her attention to your nails,adding long false ones over top of your own to give you long elegant hands before glossing them a matching shiny red. Mean while all the time this was happening Vanessa had been weaving your hair up into a new long plum red pony tail which, held in place by a diamond clasp, tumbled about your shoulders framing your softly feminine features to perfection. A perfection you could not take in. It had all happened in a daze , and the effect was quite startling. Yes, they were your eyes , your lips and nose ,the face in the mirror was still yours , but highlighted by such immaculate ornate make up, your face was now not that of a boy, but that of a very beautiful girl.

You could not think how long you gaze at that face , but the next thing you knew Fiona had appeared behind you, the glossy crimson red dress in her hands.
You stand to meet her, gazing at the rippling flowing almost liquid dress. As the bodice of the dress is peeled open to reveal an inside as glossy as the rest, Vanessa and Katherine turn you away. It was then as the bodice is wrapped about you that the dresses greatest secret was revealed, the material was strange, sticky, stretchy, slippery but the aroma was unmistakable, rich warm and stunningly sensual., ,it was rubber!! , you were being dressed in bright shiny rubber almost the color of blood. The gown was tight and smooth , taking all 4 ladies to help snap and stretch it into place, and as it enfolded you in its smooth clingy embrace it moulded your body, and shaped your figure , giving you the sexy curves of a girl, so much so in fact that , where the tight glossy rubber had taken up all the soft puppy fat at your chest, it had left nestled in the low cut bodice two beautifully pert tear drop breasts .

“Oh my goodness”, you breathed quietly as you stare at the vision in the mirror, “What have you done”.

“set you free”

Long jet black rubber stockings and classic 5" stiletto high heels complete your transformation and the ladies have a few minutes to spare before leading you into the dinning room. These were taken up by a last coat of gloss to your already heavy lips and a mist of scented silicone polish which left your dress glistening like wet paint. But finally you were ready, each lady kissed you hand and you are led in.

The countess rises from her seat, a smile of delight on her glossy lips. She looks you up and down and takes your hand, “Good evening Andrew. You look perfect. I knew you would”

The evening passed as if nothing was odd at all. The fact that you were a boy, dressed and made up into a girl, all though a very sexy one, did not seem to matter at all. The conversation was simple and charming, you spoke about your work and she about her life and Whether it was you or the champagne as the evening went on even you began to relax. Your tight rubber dress began to feel strangely comfortable, the long pony tail plume felt nice on your bare shoulders and even the gloss on your lips tasted now of cherries. You felt , contented in the countesses company and anyone watching would have seen nothing but two very elegant ladies at dinner. Indeed your position did not enter the conversation until late in the evening .

“Thank you for dinning with me tonight Andrew. You have been beautiful company”. The l countess said. “I do hope I did not embarrass you . You see I adore beauty and when I saw you I knew underneath all that boyishness there was a very beautiful young lady and you are Andrew, you are a very beautiful girl, I hope you know that”

“I must admit it all seamed a little odd at first ,I have never worn anything like it and never had make up on before, but”, you pause, smoothing your hands over the rubber dress, hearing it rustle and squeak “It does feel very nice”.

“I am so glad. Because you see I have been looking for a companion for so long now, someone to look after someone to care for. You are so very beautiful Andrew….But you can be more so, if you let me take you”., she takes a box for Vanessas hand and opens it. She takes out a sparkling neckless, a narrow choker made of diamonds. “There is no key to the lock which closes this collar, once about the wearers neck it remains there as a symbol of possession of submission”, she steps closer, holding the sparkling jewel up to you. But you do not step back. Your eyes fall into hers.

“Take me where?”, you whisper.

“Into femininity Andrew, total femininity and in return I will show you the world, exotic and far away places, exciting and sensual lands, teach you and show you things you have never dreamt of, never imagined”.
“Let me transform you Andrew, transform your body, create it a new, erase your boyishness and clothe you in nothing but femininity. Let me take you as my pet, as my toy, as my living doll”

She added repeated again with more passion and desire in here eyes "my truely.... living... Doll'

“ Join us Andrew”, the ladies all purred gathering behind you, “Join us and let us guide you”.
You look at the collar, you look at the countess, you lick you cherry lips and feel the latex dress on your body, you breath in your aroma,

“From this night, if you surrender you will forever be a girl. My Doll. Do you understand?”

You understand, you do totally. you tremble with nerves…..and Slowly you raise your chin, you feel the pony tail drawn back and moments later the collar clicks shut.

“Thank you countess”, you barely whisper

She grins broadly and her beauties gather around with elegant glasses. "a toast" you share the bubbly drink with them in your own special glass. Etched carved on it is reliefs of goreous women writhing in a group dance. You drink deeply and finish the entire glass. Head is bubbly as the drink.

“You belong to us now Andrew and you are going to be so beautiful.. so perfect, my my Doll, my... Art”.

Suddenly you feel the ladies hands on you, your rubber gown is peeled away and in just your stockings and high heels you are drawn to the table, which is now laid with bowels of fruit and cream and honey. You feel very drowsy. You look to the countess, she is smiling. "Please you would not deny your mistress desert”

"one last thing... signalling her assistant over and opens a silver case with 6 lavish needles in them of varying sizes.

"first your voice is mine' she states a matter of factly as she injects all the contents into your throat's vocal cords through a small hole in the diamond collar that guides the needle home. ' your a doll now so you will have the voice i desire. No hint of masculinity left.

'Now a reshape - two needles used one for each breast. Not to large, a real B' cup verging on c.

Two more are injected in the soles of your feet through further hidden holes in the heels. She declares with a smile '5 inch stillettoes are nothing more than your new 'flats' this will help considerably in achieving the rather permenant erotic arch'

Last two are much large 'Oh these are just bunch of things, specially blended to work with the bath oils you soaked in for thirty minutes. My own recipe'. You will have the skin of a timeless procellin doll.... "

Your try to let out a sound through the haze decending on your mind. The drink was drugged?!!

She notices your wispered squeek. Smiles with deep care in her eyes and voice; 'Don't worry your voice will return - perfect - a new you and of course how else could i make my perfect living doll?' She winks.

You are gently raised and laid in the tables centre. Fruits a re poured upon you, cherries, strawberries, their juice squeezed onto you . A cherry is placed between your lips, “Mine for later”, Vanessa breathes, your heart is pounding you are laid out, covered and displayed and then, then you feel the first smooth run of honey. It would take time, agonising time but soon your entire body was glazed in thick golden honey, it had taken time, but now you belonged to the countess time did not matter…and then the ladies dinned.

the designers love them and the public?

they totally fail to take into account the base. bet they're not a full 5 inches and higher.

busy, busy now - though in a good way.


Wednesday, February 29, 2012

i am addicted to them myself now

much much love and thanks for TSG to sharing and tutoring me to obsessed too.


yes eyebrows are very important

don't you think so too?


Sunday, February 05, 2012

OMG! they made a video during the shoot!!

everyone has the memory of Megan Fox cavorting with her mannequin clone in their mind and also saved to their HDD's if they have any sense to them. what i wasn't aware of is that there was a video trailer for the issue of Interview!.

see bellow and it will play full screen!

your mission is to share in comments how we save it to our collective local HDDs so we can transfer it to TV's and flatscreens...


dolls in music videos come in twos

one with kumguri masked cheerleaders with the wannabe brit Madonna (with a reader indirectly involved - still waiting on the full story):

and full on steampunk which i thought was somewhat gross at the start and i warmed too. it can be saved at 1080p too! sadly its all computer graphics although i do prefer this song over the above. could be my bias against her and a hate of football.



Saturday, February 04, 2012

glossy bottoms for a music video

they just went ahead and skipped all the pretense of 'acting'. a quick and easy way to make a music video;

doesn't look like i'll be able to do that assembled video lan dvd mix tape idea for valentines day - i'm simply too busy now; more so since i met a kindred latex fetishist in world...


Friday, February 03, 2012

sent in by a dedicated reader

lovely... yet i have a strong urge to rewrite it so that its more of an enticing story.

if anyone wants to see more evocative imagery that feeds my fetish and they're looking to write based on images - just ask. although i may hold you to a deadline and a first use on the blog.

"inspired by Asudem" also has a lovely ring too it.


doll parts on sale in Japan!

not that i want it - though i'd be curious how to order it and how much if they'll send outside Japan.

and do they make them for our vertical lips too??? *blushes


seasonal tune for feb..


Sunday, January 29, 2012

SL and windows expert needed to...

help me get back on. its steadily refusing connection for me today.

i have no idea why. time out something? Nvidia card generates another code when SLs running.

what are the optimum settings.



update: the error code i get is now above.

Thursday, January 26, 2012

well lit latex and some music too!

killing multiple birds with one shoot. neat!


Sunday, January 22, 2012

and here's two more...

doll machinama's in very different styles:

any readers here work with this in Second Life? there's some basic software out there for editing so anyone have a try.


a music video for balloon fetishists

or am i just really reading too much into it?

i have never heard of the singer 'Peaches' before to be honest. anyone else? is she super famous in Germany like David Hasselhof?

please share - its painless you know know and we all win ;-)


bad romance in second life

besides describing a lot of sub / domme relationships in world its also a cute video done as a machinama film.

now two things would make this much more fun. some sort of motion capture like for the xbox and a better way to move cameras pov.

does anyone know if that exists already?


Friday, January 20, 2012

i was answering a thread on fetlife today

and i decided to have a quick look to illustrate my reply and i found this elegant video:

pretty damned slick..


Saturday, January 14, 2012

the mail i get...

name has been removed:

id soo fuk u anyday u sexi doll u :D

oh happy happy, joy joy...


Wednesday, January 11, 2012

sale month even for latex

and more if you visit all your favourite online retailers and designers - just in time for valentines


Thursday, January 05, 2012

just in case i never posted it

here it is again;

so sweet isn't it? makes you want to join them in their world... (or is that just me)


Monday, January 02, 2012

i couldn't get past episode 1

did it improve? what are peoples thoughts on it?

do let me know if i'm missing something good or warn us all off and save us countless hours.

... still - i do love the poster.


terrifyingly true in Second Life

as found on Deirdre young and lelo Recreant's epic Second Life Fetish Fashion Blog. they even have tagged all the info on Doll too.

hopefully they'll be both be able to help and advise me on my permenant dollification in world.


Sunday, January 01, 2012

...reduced to a 'bot in SL sometime soon

i recently found an inworld designer who not only makes amazing gowns but also creates stand alone 'bots that move around Second Life by themselves on a given property. her castle like store is full of them and they do a variety of things. i chatted to Lady Alisha abut her designs and it turned out that yes they could be worn as well.

she directed me to her store and to where they were (in the basement btw). even by themselves they were perfect for my intended plans and now that i've tried one - even more so. i'm wearing one in the above photo's.

my plan is become a bot in second life. simply a wind up display mechamism. sometimes you can tell i am there, others not at all.

so i've broken the idea down to several sections and i would love any help i can get.

1) Key - Miss JaneDoe made a wondeful key and case for me once that let me to walk around, dance and be played with. when finished with i could auto return back into the doll box where my varied model poses could be played with still. sometimes spinning slowly like a balerina in a music box. a new key with those and other features inside it.

2) my new favourite device is the Shadow Box where a full sized frame sucks me in poses me and locks me into it. there's more possibilities in there to be explored and finalised. maybe blank mannequins so people can join me?

3) Lady Alisha's 'bots and 'bot dresses... they have different roles and i'd be a happy greater and well i could flyer for the blog in world. i'll write a fairtale about it all as well so i have a backstory. visit her showroom here

4) mesh - i've just seen a mesh outfit and i was impressed. i do plan on getting a puffa coat designed irl and also in world. meshing would work.

5)RLV controls. i'm not sure really whats possible now. i'll need some help from experts. i think some special people can release me back into humanity to play...

6)speech - more of a rlv feature - but it will be the same list the 'bot will have - though sometimes it will be me and not randomn.

so my transition to an in world bot / doll will be total in 2012. and if i get ever get my rl finances organised i will finally take up the kind and highly skilled mask makers offer of my SL head made real, solid and lockable.


i'll need to go when i get to London

the infamous club rub;

any reports back - anyone a regular? god suburbia sucks...