pitty it wasn't liquid latex...

hope i haven't posted it before. it could use just a hint of photoshoping to drive the idea of spray on liquid latex home. still like it though

xx

a girls goes into an alternate world

and she goes all anime styled with a mask with huge eyes and stripey tights.

i remember seeing the video several years ago and i don't know the name of it. i bet its on you tube

can someone post a link?

xx


thanks to brad - here it is on youtube:

amanda in silver latex dress on ugly betty

all the scenes from Ugly Betty in case you not had the chance to catch it or its not played in your location.

so many photoshop possibilities..

from an advertisment in the uk magazine. anyone one care to do a remake or two too it? winterrose?

if you want a better or higher resolution scan than just email me.

xx

reports and stories...

about people who have been trained, hypnotised and conditioned to be latex dolls full time.

whether any of them true i can't say and i'd love to have some emails or im's really from people have been changed in this way and to interview and talk to these people about what they've undergone and whats exactly happened.

is there a whole layer of dedicated fetishists out there doing this from around the world, who have completed the journey i'm on and now just content to be latex dolls?

i also get these emails claiming to be 'master this' and 'mistress this' and offers of taking me on. they never get past the first email or two as they can't be bothered to know about me. its all i have a big 'xxx' wether its a car, house, experience or body part and expect me to jump or kneel. i guess that falls into the 'ethics' department that the hypnopodcast covers.

so i continue by myself, sharing my thoughts and scrapbook along the way with you all.

xx

comment: i do appreciate the comments on my blog but i want to hear from people who are doing it, not from people complaining they aren't doing it or that it can't be done.

new shoes: retractable heels

a nice find by 3XL

here and to the left.

nice isn't it that other fetish bloggers share leads and information.

xx

some nice mannequins

i think i'm more of mannequin doll than a toy doll, maybe 'cos barbie is more of mannequin - proper woman - than general kids toys.

these were from ebay and i hope they found a good home. i think one day i'll have one myself and dress i tup like an allen jones figurine once i've established a larger latex wardrobe. that will take some time...

xx

where are all the stories?

there seems too few latex fetish or doll stories around these days or is that just me?

legacy of timeless beauty gets updated just barley quartly now and still there's not much there for us doll / mannequin fetishes.

i do keep my eyes peeled on other related sites, and from the mc stories archive comes a recent one i liked: Seduction Of Lily Eclair. i sent a kind email to the author and pointed him back to this blog. maybe he'll do some doll themed ones?

so do send in any links or your own writing when you can.

xx

just too show anyone can wear them

sorry its not the latex leggings that have hit the fashion magazines, though i do think the effect and look is pretty well the same. these are pvc skinny jeans. look ok even as they've been worn in this very amateur video clip on youtube.

personally a short skirt over them would be better from a style and fashion point of view.

xx

its a commercial, but for what?

a great short transformation story

by tyrrhian posted on objectification in the uk/ but you need to be a member to read it.

the story is close to my heart and my dreams... a story about a woman who too carelessly wishes she could be a
doll

go check it out.

xx

i got it to work

i was aware of these websites for sometime but never had one work for me. there's several but here's one that i know works on my mac; media convert.

basically you paste a url from google video, youtube or whatnot into it and specify what format you want to have it in. could be for your mobile phone, psp, ipod or just to play on your computer. so far the results have worked really well and is only limited by the crapy source videos on the web.

so please email or post any good finds from these sites that are worth converting and keeping.

xx

the kinky posters in London

according to blackice who sent this high res scan in - ten years ago now were for an erotic design show at the Design Museum on the south bank of the thames. to adverise the show they used a photo of allen jones's mannequin suit.

he said:

"the same image was used for all their promotional material, flyers, cards and massive 8 foot tall posters for the tube. i checked out the gift shop and they had these little postcard sets in a special rubber case but the price was stupidly high - over 15£ if memory serves. As there were so many of the posters on the tube I chased down the company that put them up and managed to snag one for nothing. Wish I had blagged some more. Its still not up as it would take up a wall of my flat"

considering how long the show ran, the image of the lovely mannequin suit must of been logged into loads of people who saw it. maybe some readers here?

xx

three down to one

my discounted super savings collars from Westward Bound arrived. all three are in great condition and not sure why they were on sale at all.

sadly only one of the three really fits. guess which one...

the pink one! like it was meant for me.

the purple one is nice but absolutely teeny and the grey has a nice big buckle but must of been for who knows what as its absolutely huuuge. think it might be a good way to bind my knees together under a long skirt for a hobble like walk. i guess the purple one could be used as something - not sure what.

so fate or destiny has narrowed my choices down to baby pink latex.

i guess its all meant to be?

xx

a video with alot of fetish elements

i was waiting for the plastic to suck her in like a vac bed. want her wig too...

xx

more images of allen jones work

the guy is definately kinky.... if anyone finds more then please, please email them too me.

with these sets of images, you can definately see where he is drawing his inspiration from. so this gets me wondering.... are all these stories online and things in second life spawning more real life fetishes?

xx

another stage of my conditioning is underway

after a week in latex tights - my baby pink ones from libidex - i've decided to wear my short sleeved body for the next week. i had worn them together over the weekend which left me almost totally latex. if the body was long sleeved then i'd pretty well be a latex doll from the neck down.

the feeling of the body is certainly different compared to the tights. it compresses me more sort of corset like and is more of a constant feeling. maybe i had it made too tight, i'm not sure. getting used to it i think will be more work relative to the tights. those i'm sure i could just stick on now and not ever take them off again.

the other problem or hitch with the body is that it has a back zip to get into and no crotch snaps... so its pretty involved to go to the bathroom, especially when i'm in the office... still i continue my training and follow where it leads me

xx

more spreads from Vogue Italia

rubber mermaids sell booze

thanks to AJ for this scan from somewhere on the net. not sure how old it is or if the campaign is still running. just another example of rubber and fetish imagery used to sell stuff to a mainstream audience.

before the hard core latexistas out there tut-tut over this hijacking of images and their fetish, its glimpses of latex in a mainstream media sources when i was young that might of planted the seed to be where i am now.

meanwhile, i wonder if its possible to swim in a pool in a dress and mermaid tail like that? i bet they never tried it though rubaquagirl probably has..

xx

poofy dresses and long legs

some more scans from the bumber issue of Vogue Italia which i still have loaaads of spreads to do. not sure when this trend will trickle down to the mainstream or will it just be fashion students wearing it? dresses have a certian burlesque feel too them so maybe thats where its all coming from.

you'll notice the make up is splashes of strong primary colours, so sort of doll like in direction and feel.

i've never had a dress like that. closest i've come is my egl one, though i think i'd like one, one day. wonder if it could be made in latex? inflatable even?

xx

bubbles...

i've always had a thing for bubbles. not sure where it came from. too many cartoons? maybe its a connection to my mannequin fetish or packaging for dolls? a safe entrapment to seal myself away from the world at large?

in second life i was a member of the bubble girls who, using a device that is no longer available from any sellers there, would float on sl's winds. it was a great and very calm way to see the world.

xx

one week on...

and its now over seven days straight that i've been wearing my baby pink latex tights all day till bedtime.

i'm really surprised that it wasn't as hard as i thought it may have been to do it. getting them on is always much slower than expected and i'm generally a bit stingy with the talc as it helps make latex stick better. still it was sort of an experiment to see if i could do it. i probably did the same thing when i was first in th latex panties, a week and then the big jump into full time wearing of them.

sadly my panties ripped and they're no more so i plan on another order from denbar for a pair or two and while i'm at it i'll probably get an over the knee skirt and some shoulder length long gloves. denbar's quality of molded items isn't brilliant but then they're better than most and pretty cheap.

so i can do it. a week and then how much longer? half of me is barbie pink latex and i'd watch tv staring at my doll like legs, feeling and looking oh so different, wondering about my future

xx

a very large doll's party...

if you see a japanese girl in full EGL clothing carrying a violin case, you will now know she's actually playing it - and that there's a secret in her case.

watch the video and learn the secret.

xx

dolls and ASFR meet

in this great find by Sebastian called 'Doll Face'

doll portraits on deviant art

INDUSTRIAL DOLLS 1 of 5 by *cdurocher on deviantART

and the rest of the series are here: photo 2, photo 3, photo 4 and photo 5. they are a better resolution on deviant art so check them out there

xx

a new writer, an archive and a taster

all from the same person; Rubberdoll unit 19 who can be reached at latexdoll@gmail.com

she has a packed website at the rubber mansion with all her new fiction that revolves around transformations into dolls.

here's one she's still working on but it already a favourite of mine. do writer her if you like it as we all can use feedback and support (and more latex)

xx


Enzyme
Part I
by rubberdoll 19 ( latexdoll@gmail.com )

Annie was in a very impatient mood. She's been feeling ill for almost a week now, and no real clue of what was happening. Vomiting and constant trips to the toilet were her most constant company these days, plus a high fever. And living in a small town, where your closest neighbor counted in “miles that way” as opposed to “doors that way” doesn't make it any easier to get medical support. She's waiting on her living room, trying hard to stay awake, for the ambulance she just called in, otherwise, there's nobody there to open the door for them.

She closes her eyes, in a deep shot of pain in her forehead, as if something was moving inside her head, a migraine strong enough to make her nearly pass out. She closes her eyes and take a deep breath, before the doorbell rings. Taking a deep breath, Annie stands, and strumbles her way to the door, unlocking and removing the safety.

“It's unlocked!”, she shouts while returning to the couch.

Her body collapses as the doorknob moves, and a white female form comes in. She's gleaming in a white rubbery material, with a red cross stamped over her forehead. She's wearing some sort of gasmask which hides her eyes, leaving a deep respiratory sound. Annie studies the form, finding it very odd.

“You requested medical assistance”, the form hissed, now Annie making more of the figure. In front of her, is a statuesque woman, very dominating in form, huge E cup breasts, small wasplike waist, large hips and tall, over 5'9”. She was wearing impossibly high heels, her feet seeming disturbingly out of shape inside the shiny white boots.

“Yes... are you a doctor?”, she asked, wondering if someone sent a hooker for a very weird part instead.

“Yes. If you're wondering about my choice of wardrobe, you should first think about your present condition. I'm wearing a protective suit due to a very contagious virus that is spreading on the area. Nothing to worry about, you just need to rest and control your temperature, but it wouldn't be interesting if the only medical professional in the whole area got infected, would it?”

Annie nodded, not that it explained anything at all, but right now, she's only interested in getting better. The doctor produced a shiny metalic device, connected by a cord to a small console and looked to Annie.

“Please, turn around and lower your throwsers, this is a rectal thermometer, I need to take your core temperature”.

Annie would usually protest, but right now, she feels very docile. She does as told, and the cool object is inserted in her ass. Shivers run down her spine, as the doctor taps some numbers on the console, and removes it.

“Your temperature is a bit high. I'll give you a simple vitamin shot, and will return tomorrow to check on you. You may feel a bit hot, but don't worry, it's part of the process, you'll be set by the end of the week”, the doctor said, cleaning the thermometer and producing a metalic syringe from her bag. After that, Annie felt the skin on her ass being rubbed with some alcohol, and the sharp pain of the needle. “You should get tucked in bed now. I'll help myself out, don't worry.” and the doctor stood and left as quickly and coldly as she walked in, closing the door behind her.

Annie felt a sudden pain in her stomach, and then, started feeling her skin getting warmer, and covered in sweat. She managed to get herself to a quick cool shower, which helped bring some confort to her feverish self, and then, into her bed, tucked in some blankets.
Her timing couldn't be more perfect, as every inch of her body started aching with soaring pain a few minutes after she started resting, and her eyes burned at every blink. But the worst was the odd lust that started filling her body. Her clitoris ached for her touch, her moist pussy, wetting her bed. This feeling of restlesness and pain, alongside the heat... for a second, she wondered about what the doctor said... but the image of the doctor made her hand seek her moist pussy by instinct.

“Noooooooooooooooooo”, a protest in the shape of a moan, was the only thing that left her lips, before she was playing with herself, unable to stop.

Her nipples came to her attention, engorged, pulsating with the rythim of her pussy, the image of the doctor, her smell.... she wasn't aware of her smell before, but now the memory is clear and cristaline as if the doctor was standing right beside her in bed. The deep scent of wet pussy and shiny rubber, mixed in her mind, her fingers browsing her clit, hungry for pleasure.

From the back of her mind, Annie is scared, having no idea of what's happening to her, just the useless repetition that this isn't her, and something is very wrong. But this fear of herself only feeds in the lust, making her pussy pour more of it's juices all over the bed, intoxicating her senses. Before she can notice, the blankets are on the floor, and her skin is so hot, sweat evaporates into the air. The only liquid covering her, is the now very thick juice that flows from her pussy, a whitish milky goo that would make Annie terrified if she could see it. She's lost track of time this far... the more she strokes, the higher her pleasure. Her mind now begs for an orgasm, but the pleasure keeps building and building to levels she's never been at before. Her body buckles against the bedframe, breaking it, but she doesn't realize it, or how strong she would need to be, to do such a feat.

Finally, Annie's mind start racing in fantasies she's never had before, and all her doubts and fears are washed away by alien images of insect-like women, with rubber bodies, playing with each other's rubber pussies. Her own body, extremelly altered, a yellow bimbo drone, working inside the hive to please the Queen. She meets the doctor, who attaches a feeding tube from her gasmask to Annie's now rubber pussy... feeding from the white goo, bringing waves of pleasure to Annie's body. That image accompanies Annie back to reality, where she's desperatly playing with her body, her hands now both stroking her pussy and breasts, as her tongue spirals on the air, in an imaginary rubber pussy. She moans aloud, and reaches the first orgasm of the night, unaware of the sun coming out the window. Her body shakes and jerks right before she collapses on what's left of her bed.

It's past noon when Annie wakes up again. She reaches down on her pussy, caressing it again with pleasure. If feels strange to the touch, both in feeling and shape. Moaning, she tries standing, noticing only now her bed is nothing but a pile of wooden debris. She sits on her mattress for a moment, looking down on her naked body. The feeling of sickness is gone, but she didn't remember being naked the night before. Also, there's this rubbery taste in her mouth that she can't shake. Well, all she needs now is a cup of warm coffee to start off her day, but first, a nice hot shower. Annie stands up, and after the first couple of steps, she falls heavilly to the floor. She must still be shaky from the illness, she thinks, and gets up again, slowly making her way down the hall, and into the bathroom. It's only when she walks inside the bathroom that her attention comes to the mirror, telling her something is wrong, very wrong.

Annie stands in the bathroom door, looking at the white rubber woman facing her in the mirror. She looks down on her body, and confirms the image is actualy her. Her skin, now a shiny white surface of slick rubber. Her lips, rounder, redder and inviting. Her waist, narrower than ever before. She looks like a blow-up doll, one that walks and talks. Her rubber skin, perfectly slick and spotless. Her eyes, she didn't blink since she woke up, and trying activelly now, proves she can't. Her hair, now red and shoulder length where it used to be black and waist length. The bright red color, impossible with any dye, makes her think of plastic or nylon, something the first touch seems to confirm. Her nails, red and long, her skin, no longer having fingerprints. And her feet, also with red nails, and small feet who hurt on a flat position. Annie was standing on a high-heel like fashion since she woke up without noticing. But the vision didn't turn into the shock Annie would have expected. A shiver went down her spine, and her pussy starting to get wet again at her own sight on the mirror.

Looking down, she noticed how bigger and pinker her pussy was now. Her pussy lips were engorged rubber flaps, that expelled a sweet mix of pussy and rubber that was filling the bathroom and drippling a white goo on the floor, each drip echoing on Annie's ears. She guided her right hand to her ass, and as she expected, it was also wet, oozing the strange fluid, and round and inviting, like a puffy rubber Oring. She has somehow, became a human love doll. She moved closer to the mirror, taking a closer look into the mouth. Her teeth were impossibly white, fused together in a single facade, just with small ribs where the separation would be, making them pass at a distance as teeth, but being obviously rubber in a closer look. She touched them and they were soft. She proceeded on admiring her lips, perfect puffy pussy-like lips, round as if inflated. She smiled and pushed her tongue out. What used to be her human tongue, is now a long, dildo-like tentacle.

“Hmmmmmmm, not bad”, Annie says aloud, a bit surprised she can still speak. Her lust is now taking over her body again, and she feels hungry. Forgetting about the bath, she walks into the closet and picks a pair of 3” high heeled shoes, strapping them on her feet. “That feels better”, she thinks, and walks down towards the kitchen. Once there, she starts preparing her usual breakfast, but as the food gets ready, she knows within that's not what she needs. Her hunger growls stronger, but the food is completly unappealing to her.

She walks back to the living room, trying to find a way out of the demanding hunger that growls inside of her body, but she only feels her lust and hunger increase. She runs back to the kitchen in fury, smashing every bit of useless material and human food on her way. She screams in pain and kneels against a white door, right under her sink, feeling her pussy pulsate again, engorging itself and demanding her attention. Instinctivelly, she gets back on caressing it, and doesn't notice the white rubber shape of the Doctor standing on the door.

“Good, you already respond to my presence...”., the Doctor said, while Annie rubs her pussy, instinctivelly nodding.

“What happened? What did you do to me?”, Annie asked.

“Oh, nothing really. I just gave you the... let's say, enzymes, your body needed to complete it's transformation”, the Doctor answered. The voice coming from inside the gasmask that now Annie notices, is the Doctor's face, fused to her skull, the smell of the Doctor's pussy filling the room.

“And what have I transformed into?”, she begged for an answer, rubbing her pussy which is now drooling the white goo on the floor again.

“Nothing yet, you're still a protodoll. A larvae state between your old, human body, and your new, rubberdoll nature. You're still to discover your true form, and I'm here to help. As I said, we'll be finished before the week is over”, the Doctor said, hissing deeply, from between her legs, a serpent-like tentacle crawling towards Annie's mouth. “SUCK!”, the Doctor commands, and annie-doll, as she now thinks of herself, crawls fast towards it, embracing it and letting it invade her mouth.

“YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS”, the Doctor voices, echoing inside annie-doll's head, when some gooey substance starts flowing down the huge tentacle, and inside annie-doll's body, feeding her finally.

“You can't survive out of the hive now, annie-doll. Your body needs the fluids only the hive can produce...”, the Doctor said, followed by a moan of pleasure from annie-doll's body, her rubber fingers deep inside her pussy. “If you must know, you have been selected, and infected, by us. We take what we want, who we want. You're ours now. Surrender.”, she repeats, followed by another moan, and a positive nod from annie-doll's head.

The Doctor starts moaning herself, caressing her immense breasts, imagining what will become of annie-doll, and how much fun will it be to change her. The pain, the transformations, the men, oh, the men to constantly feed the dolls. The hive, created by rich men, for their own sexual needs, a race of rubber dolls who need to be fed a specific mix of semen and rubber molecules. The design of whicked minds and much money, creating a place where dolls specialize on keeping the hive active and growing.

Men and women are selected, people from remote locations. They're infected, and transformed into specialized dolls. All dolls female in form, a-sexual in human analogy, sexual in every aspect of their lives. Theyr brain, seeking ways of pleasuring others. Each doll, needing a constant diet of sperm and rubber, like vampires, feeding from the orgasm of others. Some dolls, the slut dolls, specialized in obtaining and storing inside their bodies, as much cum as possible, returning to the colony. Cum dolls, specializing in drinking the ammoumts of sperm collected by the slut dolls, and processing it in their huge rubber testicles, and turning it into the doll food which is the white goo annie-doll is feeding from right now. Hunter dolls, who have special glands who can infect new dolls by means of an airborne agent, and who can nourish and create a new protodoll into the hive, such as the Doctor, or like she's known in the hive, hunter-8. And on the top of the hive, controling it's growth and making sure it serve it's nature of rubber pleasure and bizarre sexual games, is the Queen. Some say the Queen was the first rubberdoll, created from a slavegirl, to start the hive for her Master, but it's irrelevant.

Thinking of the perfection of the hive, it's rubber scented corridors and the giant feeding machines that waited for her, hunter-8 exploded into a giant orgasm inside of annie-doll's body. Both dolls spasmed into unknown waves of pleasure to her previously human bodies, as hunter-8 nipples started spraying the infectant agent in the air, a dark rubber-like dust annie remembers seeing inside the adult-store when she was last time in town, wanting to find someone to fuck and discard. She sniffed it from the sexy stranger who fucked her into a glory hole back than, as she sniffs it now, the memories of her first pleasure session under sister 8's discipline and rubbery probe overflowing her. annie-doll is fulfilled as both dolls stand, hunter-8 retracting her probe, and both head outside into the white van with tinted glasses, heading for the unknown location know as Hive 1.

end of part I

tori amos's 'Doll Posse' and one of them likes

rubber.... alot it seems.

thanks to lt (a good friend from england) for sending this in;

"i was watching tv in england last night and the singer tori amos was on a chat show and she talked about her new album (American Doll Posse) and for the album she dresses as 5 diffrent women its mildly doll like - the one i like the most is pip as she told everyone on tv pip likes rubber.

you can see them are tori amos wearing rubber tights i don,t know if she got a thing for rubber well she lives in cornwall in
england most of the time so she might go to westwardbound with out people knowing or her stylist told her to wear them yes rubber tights do seem to be starting to go mainstream i just hope to see more women in real life wearing them as
a normal thing"

after a bit of googling i found some more links to a general article on doll posse here.

the part about pip explains:

"Pip (ExpiraTORIal), who represents Athena, swaggers her way through the driving "Teenage Hustling" and duets with Santa on the rollicking "Body and Soul." "Pip, being the warrior that she is, does confront issues and sometimes it's explosive, but I really love her energy and her casual approach to rubber," Amos says."

here own homepage is here and some songs can be previewed here.

seems all the characters have their own blogs too... so you can post and comment to your hearts content. so far no mention of rubber on pip's site.

how much of a fashion leader is tori? will it push the fashion trend for latex leggings from the catwalk to a wider audience? does any of her fans know where to get latex leggings even?

xx

i had an accident and i was forced too...

step up my own self training in latex.

i was putting on my cheap latex panties from denbar and i huge chunk came out of them. was able to wear them under my latex slacks yesterday, though they're definately now in the garbage.

so it left me with a delima - what to wear now?

about this time last year i had ordered both a latex body with short sleeves and back zip and a pair of similiar baby pink latex tights. it got really hot last summer so never really was able to start training.

with the ripped panties, i guess this means i start

and i have with the tights and from waist down i'm shiny light barbie like latex. ;-)

xx

screen grabs of angel as doll

thanks for CS for these.

even if i can't download the episode, these give a good feeling of how it all went in the episode.

and please please, don't hesitate in sending in any images, links, artwork or video. i may have seen them but i'll post what i can and if it fits.

what whould be really good is anyone who frequents deviant art and hypnopicts collective to send links in as i can't get everywhere and those are brilliant places for dolly / fetish imagery.

xx

those tv moments that stick in your head

and may very well be the seeds of your fetish - whatever it maybe.

here's one which i've never seen but it sounds as good as the Get Smart mannequin one which definately is a strong and erotic memory and was possibly the start of my mannequin fetish:

mother goose is running for his life at fulll dvd quality thanks to AOL here

sadly it doesn't work at all on my mac and safari.

feel free to post what its like or some frame grabs.

xx

i guess they were meant for me

i had an email from westwardbound in cornwall, who always seem to have a sale on of some sort. this time it was slighty stained items all for under 30£... most of the items were way to small for me - great if your a small japanese girl however.

a few things caught my eye and i emailed an order in. i just heard back and sadly unsuccessfull on the nuns habit though i did manage to snag three latex collars of different designs for about 5-8 bucks each. two with dangling locks and another with a D ring.

i've been thinking alot about collars and collaring of late. partly due to second life experiences and others from ongoing emails.

i was in my eternity collar all last saturday and while i love the look and the idea of it, i still have this problem that it weighs alot and doesn't rest comfortably on my neck and shoulders. too long and its pretty painfull and leaves me with a sore neck. i had a look around and there are other versions of it which distribute the weight more evenly than on just two points. still it maybe just a matter ot training to get used too it. the better designed ones are clsoe to 200 euro's so i think i'll leave that for some time as i rather work on my latex wardrobe. maybe shift it onto the list of things that will be done to me when i'm living full time as someones precious latex doll.

collars really do call to me like a siren, they never did before i can hear it now. its for the act, the symbol they are, the accpetance and permenance. some people in sl do collaring to any passing wanna-be sub, but there's way more too it i think and i feel deeply about it all.

these new ones will be coming in the post pretty soon. definately not stylish or subtle enough to wear to work, these will become a staple part of my home wearing training.

after all i need to practice for the real thing one day?

xx

sooner...

as i mentioned before in an earlier post, i've taken to wearing my latex slacks at home pretty well all of the time now. i think its been about six weeks in total more or less. they're nice and basic and made from a thinner latex.

i kinda worry if i wear them out for an evening that they're too thin compared to regular jeans they may snag on something and i'd be pretty exposed. so; from the waist down i'm latex.

after some discussions and proding and whatnot from emails from (u can probably guess) i kinda just started wearing my custom made egl like semi trans blouse to match. its a good looking ensemble even if the top is a bit too billowy at times (def not office wear), and its been almost a week now that i wear them when at home.

since i can do a fair chunk of work from home in my marketing job (freelance for a local co), i can get away with being in latex pretty well all day every day for the last week.

i'm also never out of heels, i put the mellissa's on first thing in the morning and i notice when i take them off and jump into bed the back of my legs are really sore if i go flat footed. in the bath yesterday i noticed a rather dramatic arch is appearing on my feet.

i smiled to myself knowing that all this means...

my latexification and dollification, is not only progressing but speeding up alot.... seriously alot.

i know it could be much faster still if i was in the right relationship with someone i loved and wanted to be a doll for. sadly i'm not so i need to do all this myself.

still i'm getting there.

now since i'm being a bit frugal with my credit cards i'm planning carefully what i buy next and how i proceed.

soon it will be a month in both the slacks and the ruffly top and another major step will have been accomplished

xx

400,000!!!

yeah me!!

xx

more about fetish and hypnosis...

and in a very surprising form of two different sites who do podcasts.

for those unfamiliar with the techno jargon babble 'word of the moment', its simply an mp3 file someone made of anything really. instead of listening too it streaming like a radio show, you download it to your computer to listen to it there or stick it on your portable MP3 player. various places allow regular subscriptions to shows to be automatically downloaded as they become available and itunes for one has a category dedicated to different types of podcasts.

this brings me to long running show Fetish Flame which has just done a new podcast with Natasha Strange where they explore hypnosis in fetish and SM. she does have a lovely soft and dreamy voice.... back episodes are archivced and there's one on vacbeds i'll be listening too soon too.

another site that specifically explors hypnosis and mind control is the Realm of Bliss Podcast. it has a basic blog to keep you up todate and link to the site with the mp3s and she's up to four shows!

do check them out and let them know you found their sites covered here.

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comments?

i've had a few emails from people trying to post comments and couldn't. i don't know why that is but i think google has bought out blogger as they forced me to set up a gmail account.

so you can email the comment to me, or try another browser or do all those things you do when the computer is acting weird - like clear caches and permissions etc.

but to keep commenting and emailing.

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leggings trends is continuing...

i was doing some googling as one does and i started looking to see how the silver and gold lame legging trend was coming along. i've not seen them anywhere yet besides on myself and i've certianly not gone out in them yet.

my net diggings found many fashion follower's blogs endlessly debating about them; and finally caving in and wanting to get a pair just as the other blogger did with the latex leggings back in january.

apparently the different types of shiny pvc, latex and lame leggings are going to continue into the fall / winter of this year. so what i picked up on is just the beginning of the wave - assuming the wave just stays with fashionista's and skinny models.

will a mainstream designer clothes store start selling latex leggings or tights? only time will tell.


oh and has anyone spotted suitably dollish solid tights or leggings? pink or light pink? i heard that its another trend in the making.

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somewhere in second life....

a doll has surrendered totally to Mistress Jewell who is remaking her into the perfect rubber doll. both inside and out.

all instant messages will be in character

the doll remains locked up in a secret lair untill Mistress Jewell finishes the transformation, programming and conditioning.

emails of course will be fine.

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matchstick girl's plentifull gallery of dolls

i am going to need correspondents for two sites... one is fembotcentrals image gallery and the other is DeviantArt which is positively brimming with doll based fetish artwork and imagery.

if you love any of this stuff then get over immediately and look at _all_ of Matchstick Girls work here while her actual homepage ishere.

she covers a huge range, from little faeries, to alice in wonderland growing to even marry poppins!

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rent a wife... a new internet service

sent in my NS; i guessed almost immediately that it was a spoof viral marketing tool for some company.

the first video is the actual commercial and the second the little tv spot on it explaining what it was all about.

i do like the packaging. i'll probably end up with my own one day...

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styled shots

two doll styled shots from JS who was kind enough to respond to my plea for imagery. more were sent in but i don't wan't to post anything too explicite which will cause problems with blogger inc.

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bouncey silver latex

definately file under 'weird performance art', but do have a look at the video here. maybe like the vac bed, she's doing something with better sets, but essentially the same as what fetishists do in their own private spaces?

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please contribute

any images, stories, links or whatever!

it gets pretty lonely doing all this myself and feedback even if its a hello and keep up the good work does help ever so.

email address as always is asudemlatex@yahoo.com.

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three youtube videos....

and only one song i'd ever listen too again _on_ purpose.

but none the less there's loaads of latex in all of them. one very slickly done with some neat ideas.

enjoy

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vogue spreads: aliens, clones and dolls

the new issue of Vogue from italy was positively brimming with doll, mannequin and spacey imagery. so much so i'll have to do another session with the scanner sometime soon.

meanwhile here's a some of the advertising spreads that pretty well cover a full series of the x-files in there..

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my new shoes!

i finally went ahead and purchased a pair of Melissa shoes with the wedge cut out heel by designer Karim Rashid whose known for his weirdly shaped spacey plastic things. check out his website here with his very Close Encounters of the 3rd Kind navigations system.

and they are just soo amazing!! art that you can really wear! and they smell like bubblegum for a full sense experience.

so just like my barbies did, i now wear plastic shoes regularly. and don't worry they do have pretty high heels - even if they're technically heelless. about 4 inches. so my training continues. i can definately feel it all down the back of my legs now and i'm doin gmy best to keep my toes pointed in a ballet stance when i go to bed at night.

unlike the boots i can just slip them on first thing in the morning too keep my training more comprehensive and complete. i'd love a pair to match in second life if anyone can do it?

my staple wardrobe when i get home now is to put on my latex slacks and move from boots too the new plastic shoes. already wearing my latex panties of course and that's been 14 months now - can you believe it? the slacks are lovely and becoming pretty addicted to them. they're latex but loose and comfortable. counting the days it must been at least a month now since i started to wear them regularly.

yes, i have worn them out a few times when pop-ing to the shops for basic supplies but they're pretty thin and i don't think would hold up to any intense wearing to clubs or parties. definatley a pair of jeans in thicker rubber would be best or the rumoured raw rubber jeans from libidex which i hear are very hard wearing.

seems i'm fashionable again as according to italian vogue the new seasons trends in plastic shoes and dresses. well i still need a pair of latex leggings...

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