please have a think and post your comments.
the entire collar thing is building and building to a point where i want to seal it on with wax. am i doing it for me or for someone else? is it part of me or a sign of something else? does it have _anything_ to do with my need to be a doll?
something happened today which pushed me into the light to ask the questions more seriously.
so why do you think i'm doing this?
xx
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i'm going to give it a week, and then post my thoughts on it. i have a few now but some soul searching is in order i think to give me renewed direction and commitment.
and i was hoping to wax seal it on wed morning to time it with someones departure..., but it can always wait.
xx
To me the doll thing and bondage stuff like collars are exactly the same thing. A doll can't move on her own, can't stop people from doing with her whatever they want. Both interests are about power and powerlessness.
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